The things I'm going to do

The things I'm going to do

Today is my first official day of unemployment.   I don't officially become a statistic, of course, because I'm a married woman and I don't count on the figures.
So today I shall walk to the Post Office and pay my National Insurance contributions and whatever it is I pay because I'm registered self-employed.   This is the bit that jars.  I have paid my tax and my NI contributions, but I don't qualify for any money to keep me going when I need it.  It's not fair - it's a big not fair.  There should be an automatic pay-out to people who have paid in - every little helps.   It's important that women, house husbands, stay-at-home parents or those who suddenly find themselves without a job and who don't qualify for benefits because they're one half of a double act, should get a financial leg-up.
As you can tell, I am in a disgruntled mood.  I don't quite know what to do with myself.  I'm not very good at having nothing to do.
There's a tonne of things I'd like to do.  I quite fancy going to Westminster Abbey to see all the flowers from the Royal weddding (even though I'm nominally anti-monarchist), but I see they're charging £20.  That's one of the bad things about unemployment - you just daren't spend any money on anything that isn't deemed absolutely necessary - just in case anything frivolous results in having to sell the house in the long-term.
The obvious thing is housework, I suppose.   First I shall do my daily check on the jobs websites.  If nothing pops up, I shall think of some long-forgotten contact and pester them with an email asking for work.  But once I've done all the obvious jobless things to do, I will have no option but to turn to the house to justify my existence. 
There's a stack of paperwork to go through - I shall make that my first port of call.  I'll take great delight in hurling a load of stuff into the recycling wheelie bin.  There, I knew there must be something I would enjoy doing today!

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I am very sorry that you're unemployed - sorry for you personally but also very sorry that I doubted you. I'm sorry to admit that much as I enjoy your blog I have been a Doubting Thomas about your circumstances. I could never quite understand why you seemed almost obsessed about money (the lack of it) and anxious about work so much. Now I know.

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I have been in exactly your circumstances Mum on a Meter and not so long ago either. Your feelings are only natural and it may not feel like it now but when one door closes another does open. But I know it doesn't feel like that now. You have to feel down before things start to change, life is about ups and downs. You're going through the 'down' now so the 'up' is next.

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