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Amy Beeson runs Communications and has a successful with her mum Sarah Beeson MBE. Their new book is set in a country village in 1975 and is bursting with stories of mums journeys during pregnancy and motherhood. Here Amy writes about how she manages all her different working responsibilities alongside family life.
After running my own business and doing the school run I’ve learnt that women may be multitaskers, but focusing on what you want to achieve most of all each day and feeling fulfilled by small achievements is what success looks like for me. Book sales and client wins are fantastic, but they’re intangible and can sometimes leave you feeling a bit flat. Focusing on putting on a great book event one day and then making pancakes with my daughter the next morning feels more real than striving for an end goal since I left the corporate world.
The corporate is playing catch up; they talk about flexible working, but we’re actually doing it.
I did find challenging because becoming a mum changed me. It changed my relationship with work. I love my job, but I’ve got at least three full-time jobs (I’m a mum, an author and business owner), but I can’t be all three at the same time, not in the way I want to. I ask myself who am I right now? Over the holidays I was a mum all of the time and an author most of the time because Our Country Nurse was published and my daughter was off school. There wasn’t much space for client work, but that’s OK because most of my clients were away.
For me the biggest challenge is still trying to be present in what I’m doing. Not letting mummy guilt creep in whilst I’m writing and not thinking about emails when I’m with my daughter. And it never gets any easier, it’s never going to not be busy. What I’ve discovered over the last few years is that I need to take responsibility for feeling in control.
I’ve learnt so much by connecting with other mums about what works for them and I’ve discovered that being great at your job doesn’t mean you have to work all the time. I work best in bursts of about two hours – I can get a lot done in those two hours! Then it makes complete sense to go for a quick walk, eat something nice or do some yoga – that’s not slacking; it’s giving my mind and body some sustenance so when I come back to do another two-hour burst of writing or client consultations I’m at my optimum.
When you’re in an corporate environment most of the time you have to follow someone else’s rules whether they work for you or not. I get to take a fresh look at each day and ask myself what I need to achieve and how best to set myself up to succeed. Flexible working enables you to pick the time and place that means you always do your best work.
My mum is probably the kindest colleague I’ll ever have. Whoever you work with be a kind boss to yourself.
Once my daughter’s in bed if I’m working towards something big I’ll do another few hours on the laptop, but I don’t do that all the time because it’s not healthy. During the run up to Our Country Nurse coming out I was working till midnight and we’ve had lots of book events and PR to do.
My mum said to me, ‘Let’s enjoy this. Let’s not miss out the pleasure of seeing our book come out by letting all the thoughts of what we need to do spoil it.’ Sarah is always the first person to tell me to not do too much. Sometimes that’s hard to hear because nothing just falls into your lap; it takes hard work, but you have to ask yourself would you expect the same of someone else? I might expect a colleague to do long hours when it was necessary, but not very often, so I try not to expect more of myself than I would of others.
When I do have to work long hours I make a deal with myself that I can do this for a week, but next week I’ll need to change things because otherwise I’ll burn out. Part of the joy of working for yourself is doing what fulfils you and that changes day by day. Most of all I want to feel happy – to me nowadays that is what success feels like.